i will never get over this. this one little walking through the kitchen doorway moment. he isn’t even in focus. he isn’t even the focal point of the shot. the shirt. the collar. the cardigan. the lack of tie. the undone buttons. the way he tosses the jacket aside. the little double back turn of confusion. the little shuffling of weight between legs. the momentum of his arms. his hair. not too long. not too short. everything.